As I stare at the sky I ask myself why
Why am I alive
I think I've lost my mind
As I pull out my hair and scratch at my eyes
Trying my best to see through all the lies
Counting all the times that I've been tested and tried
Now I'm cast aside to lay here and die
By the fucking roadside
Have you ever felt like
You were invisible
Like nobody around you
Cares that you're miserable
Have you ever felt like
You are on your own
Lost in a world
With no place to call home
Sometimes I feel like I don't know who I am
Living in a world that I will never understand
I have been told of a so called master-plan
But it's clear time waits for no man
It's like I'm homesick for a place that I have never been
Exhausted from a life that I have lived in sin
I'm fighting a battle that I cannot win
I against I
Let the fucking games begin
Broken
Beaten
Tattered
Torn
Waiting for the day
When I will be reborn
I will be reborn
I've been broken
Beaten
Tattered
Torn
Waiting for the day
When I will be reborn
I will be reborn
I will be reborn
I've spent so much time wanting to end my life but now I realize
That I'm not ready to fucking say goodbye
So I'm taking back what's mine
And leaving behind everything tearing me up inside
I'm in control of my life
I have lost it all but I have no regrets
And I am not ready to die just yet
Have you ever felt like
You were invisible
Like nobody around you
Cares that you're miserable
Have you ever felt like
You are on your own
Lost in this world
With no place to call your fucking home
Have you ever felt like
You are on your own
Lost in this world
With no place to call your fucking home
credits
from As The Sun Dies,
released January 1, 2023
Written by: Ty Grundy, James Gallagher, Chris Villeneuve, Danny Audette
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